...No!No!No!Enough!Basta!Dosyć!Das reicht!What i am doing!?Tears..despair...It's not me!Oooooooooo no!Stop!I have touch a depth of despair..But this is enough...this is not me!I cand spend my life living on swing cheer...
This is crazy!
Since now..no more tears!Because what?!I come into existence...like phoenix...a magic bird.I will be much stronger now...I will go easy!Yes..no one will hurt me again!
This is my life..!
I know..be stronger..it's mean since now..dont trust,dont belive..But never mind..I know,that i am losing now a tender part of my heart...but this can save me...
Maybe my smile will be colder now...but this will be a smile!
I throw away all from my heart..Is empty since now...Hard,cold,empty heart...
Uffff,i feel much better now...
Yes!Do it!I want share with you new life!Take care.