I want stop!I cant run anywhere,at any time...not any more.I must stop!When i see that my life spring a leak..i will scream:noooooooooooo!No!Everyday the same,everyday only
work,home...home,work.And nothing change!Maybe only my face in the mirror...Yeah...
I know,someone can say:"What she want?!She is crazy?!"I know i live in a peaceable country,i have a good job,i have my home,i have a friends...but i am lonely,lonely,lonely!
I desperate need cast lot!I want be needful!I want feel that someone need me,that someone want be with me everytime in my life.Always!Forever!
But how to do that?How to cause that a dreams come truth?Maybe someone have a prescription?Ohhhh...again this word:"maybe"!When i will write :"i am sure" ?
I have start count a days.From today.Now or never!Only 45 days and i will be know.Ohhh ...only or till.But i am sure :is no retreat!I will change..and i do it!I swear!
