I know..i know...i wrote today...but ...its amazing....i have fund a pictures from my dream..my dream...                                                         I saw it!....I saw it in my dream yesterday...Ohhhhh....This long,quaiet walk...Only our hands together....I felt this ubelievable worm...Feeling ...i cant expain this.....                                                         ... [read more]

                      Like this lonely rose,i feel sometimes                                                        writing this ...i close a some chapter                                                        i know that is very hard,do a first step                                                        Like this lonely rose,i feel sometimes                                                         ... [read more]

                                                                                                       I never thought,that i meet love                                           wich i want love too                                           this one,who i am forbidden                                           and he forbidden me                                             My angel saw this other                                          ... [read more]

                                                                                          I saw u in my dreams,always near me                                         U are only what i got                                         Your warming smile,on invisible face                                         Its all what i got                                         I wanted see your face,i... [read more]

                                                    Since 4 years this day is very special for me.Very sad,very hard...This day i live on memory.Just this day...Day when have touching dead.... Are u feel sometimes,that u have live before...that u have love someome in other life? And when u fund him on this life..u just feel that..u are happy more then never.......... I was in love...... [read more]

                                                   Who is she?Since a few weeks she is changing....She is looking for a way..new way.She want be happy...Ist it to much?..Be happy...she dont need nothing more,just be happy..... I know she like no one else.All shes bad and good dreams..Speacially this bad...Now she live on the dark side of the moon.Without a light...She is desperatly looking... [read more]

                                                                                            ...something because i forget my smile                                           ...something beacuse i dont remeber this eyes                                           ...something to see my face again                                           ...something what make me happy everyday                                            ... [read more]

                                                         How to live...nothing have a sense...Another night when i cant sleep...A clock beat inexorable....Tic tac..tic tac....Ohhhhhhhhh....such a noise in my feverish head!!!!!!! My heart say : yes...My mind say : no....who have wright?My soul is crying all time. Who winn?Where i can find a answer?Ohhhhhhhh,so many question again!This... [read more]

Why wow?Because today..since a few days i saw the sun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Ohhhhhhhhhh,what a lovely feeling......I dont need nothing more today....only sun!!!!!!!!Wooooooooow!!!!!!                                                       Nothing more only sun...:)....Ohhhhhhh,how have i miss this!   [read more]

                                                                              today only morning kiss                     but from my lips...........                     just for say : " hello".....                     this lips can say :"no"?..                       Look... and tell me........                     u want a kiss from me?...                     U want hear... [read more]

Bum bum..bum bum...u hear this sometimes?Beating of your heart?How is this sound?:   Quiet and slowely..?like a  butterfly beating...u know that u only exist? Rhythmic?...like a flow water....u must be composed,but happy? Anxious?...like a torrent...what is with u...u must have a problems? Delirious with joy...like a magic..u must be in love..U love?   No?Not like this?....I know... [read more]

Today i have talk with someone,who have told me:"I am sad...i feel lonely"...I know this feeling..Its fill every part my body..is every second in my mind...I feel lonely,lonely........ But i try dont thinking about this...Lonely...its must not mean..be sad,be unhappy.......... Since a few month i am trying thinking positive(its work in 99%). I fund a pleasure when can help someone.When i... [read more]

                                           How a bitter wine a sister                                            of a my life table serve                                            bowl full a airy dreams                                            about love without a pain...                                              The first sister,a dark Treason                                           ... [read more]

...a have wrote about a hate.Now ist time to write about shes sister..Jeaulousy...shes little sister.Hmmm...I dont know no one,who dont will be just one time jealouse..A question,why?What is in jealousy,that we like she...sometimes love she?I dont know..maybe she is like a women?Pretty women?First we taste a little part of this sweet cake..mmmmm...yeah..this lovely feelling..We know, that is not good... [read more]

...this post is dedicated for my friend on jeeran(she will be know)...                                                                     First about a past..Close your eyes..take a deep breath...U feel this?This lovely feeling inside..U see his smile...u see his eyes...u here his voice...u hear  this?U see this spark in his eyese when he sad :i love u?This smell of happiness?Keep this memory,like... [read more]

Since a few days  i am thinking about bad emotion.No,not mine..this emotion i have experience from other poeple...here...I contemplate why?Why someone, who dont know u,used this words:"I hate u".Because what?Because is bad?I dont think so.Maybe is unhappy...or never knew another feelings?hmmm...What happened in a mind a people like that?What must experience soul to stay on this dark side?.... In... [read more]

but...could i have this kiss forever?    [read more]

..who else feel like this?..    [read more]

I want stop!I cant run anywhere,at any time...not any more.I must stop!When i see that my life spring a leak..i will scream:noooooooooooo!No!Everyday the same,everyday only work,home...home,work.And nothing change!Maybe only my face in the mirror...Yeah... I know,someone can say:"What she want?!She is crazy?!"I know i live in a peaceable country,i have a good job,i have my home,i have a friends... [read more]

....hmmm...a nice spanish song...for someone who should understand....    [read more]

                              Sometimes we are to shy to say something                               because we are scared?                               We are hiding our feelings inside our soul                               because we are scared?                               Why we dont talk about ours dreams                               because we are scared?                              ... [read more]

                                  Its so dark now,but  never mind                                   i only hope..i am so stupid..that..                                   that i can dream ...consciousness                                                    but now                                   Come to me,feel freely..............                                   Be by my side,be... [read more]

...is so many splendid.All u need... is love.Is like oxygen...Yeah..Be in love is ...how to explain?How explain this beautiful feeling?hmmm..maybe this song can tell us more?    [read more]

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                                               When i saw him first time...he was so small..so innocent:)...My heart sad:"bum bum,bum bum...he is mine".My sweet little dog.I call him Jack.My Jack.                                          He is like a best friend..:)Only he knew my secrets..Only he see my tears,when i feel sad .And have always time for me:)Haahahaah:)..My lovely Jack..he... [read more]

...and ....i tell nothing more.All what i have say today i have express in my pictures on my profile.Just look and see what i wanna tell? Hmmmm..or maybe this song will tell more?    [read more]

of the sun...Un notte speciale...Someone have hear my voice yesterday..Someone have send me my engel.Just a few little words,simple words and my life will be like never befor. I am another women now. When i am looking in the past i see what i have lost.I know its too late now.But i can only say that my feeling was pure.Was like a little innocent child.Little,but everyday stronger and stronger... [read more]

                                               ...because i cant sleep.......                                               dreaming about a lost voice                                               how can it be?...................                                               My smile leave my face......                                               ...because all this?..............                                              ... [read more]

Ich weiss,dass keiner wird mich verstehen,dass keine wird wissen was ich jetzt schreibe.Aber es ist sehr wichtig fur mich.Deshalb schreibe ich deutsch.Zum Glueck,die nette Leuten da,werden kein Wort verstehen.Ich weiss,dass ich sehr oft schreibe ueber die Liebe,ueber Traumen..ueber allen Sachen die wirklich zum Leben notwendig sind..Na ja,aber ich kann nicht dem Angst vergessen.Kann ich nicht weil,jeden... [read more]