Maybe someday i will be ready to tell someone that i can be in...But not yet,not yet.Its really pain me inside...I just want to feel my soul again...hear my heartbeat...I wish..I hope..I want to forget...I dont want remember...Sometimes in the night,when i cant sleep,i am looking inside my heart...but i cant see,i cant feel ...Why this is not a simple?Why i cant forget all,just like that?Why?Who tell me ,how long it be?When this pain will go on?...So many question..No answer.