1.Look deep in your soul,when u see a little spark,you can start... 2.Take a part from your empty heart(this will be only yours) 3.Look in the mirror,when u see a smile..take it! 4.Look in your eyes and try to find a little bit of pure 5.Take all this ingredients (spark,smile,a little bit of pure) and refill your part of heart. .........What do u feel?...smell of happiness?.....Yeah... [read more]

Sometimes,when u think,that nothing good can happen in your life.When u live from day to day..from night to night.When u walk...Suddenly u see that u are running..That u cant stop thinking about next day,that u are waiting,that u are loking forword to...Ohhh,u feel that your life was empty,that your smile was empty.And now u see your new face with a little spark in your eyes....Hmmm,what its can be?What... [read more]

                                          I dont know how to say                                          A words dont come easy                                          More times i am trying                                          I dont know how to say                                          No one can say it easy                                          Like a flying birds ... [read more]

....yeah..but why its must be my umbrella???????..Why i cant hide under yours?What is my destination...?Maybe its only my obsession?oooooh ....nooooo..Who can feel me?Who can tell me..."go under my umbrella...never mind when come a rain...i will be always around u....."Who?...no answer..i knew it....no answer.... [read more]

..can u call me baby?....I hear no answer..O yes,it was only a dream...nice dream...Maybe someday i will hear this words without echo?I wish...i hope..i dream...I wait..I want..Dont forget...Just say this magic word,and u will see...U know this story?..."open sesame..."Magic...magic..magic.... [read more]

.......hahhaaha....i knew it!Everybody will be read this:)....I am sorry,but this time it is a little joke:)... [read more]

..."No i can't forget this evening..or your face as this evening..but i guess that u were leaving..that just a way..The story goes..u always smile..but in your eyes your sorrow shows..yes its shows..No i can't forget tomorow...No i can't all my sorrows..when i think of all my sorrows..when i had u there..but then i let u go..and now its only fair that i should let u know..What u should know...I can't... [read more]

..and show me a way..I want be happy...I want feel a happines.Maybe here on this strand i will find this feeling?Maybe here,looking into the sun,i will see your invisible face?Hmmm....maybe,maybe....all time only maybe...why our life is not a simple?Why?Is our life a one big question?We live to ask or answer?Maybe only ask?But how to find all this answers?How?So many question again.....and no answer... [read more]

                                     ...because i am so lonely                                      living on this world                                      ...because i am not happy                                      living on this world                                        ...because i am crying                                     living on this world                                    ... [read more]

                                The sky i so blue                                 without a clouds                                 nothing to do                                 without a laugh...                                   How lonely i am                                 without your face                                 how sad i am                                 without... [read more]

..for a few day..maybe two weeks...I have my holidays:)I was waiting so long...and now its happened:)I dont know maybe i will writing something from a places wich i want visit?Will see...I want just rest,remaind my mind...I want see a sun..fell a freedom...I am so happy..:) [read more]

...and i dont know why.I am looking to the sky..No stars..only cloudes..This is a very cold,dark night..Maybe morning bring me a sun?I need light,sunny light....Whn u see a sun u want just live..I dont want more.Oooh, how many days yet?Why a heaven is so unfriendly for me?What have i done?Sometimes i ask myself..why?Why me?..I know,i can only ask..but i never get a answer..Hmm..but i still hope...This... [read more]

I knew it..Only need to belive..Today im touching the sun...I feel that is near me..Just encircle my face...What a lovely feeling..sun..fleecy clouds on the sky,flying birds...I was waiting so long when my dreams come truth..And its happened.Just today.Maybe my guardian angel have send m this?Maybe my angel want to say me something?...Thank u my angel:)... [read more]

...happy.What we need to be happy?hmmm..Sometimes maybe a money,but it is so material..No,this is not happiness.hmmm..Sometimes someone ,who will be understand us,but it is so not real.hmmm..Maybe i have fund a answer?...To be happy we must understand yourself,feel your soul,feel your heartbeat...When our soul is free,when our heart extract potency from a soul...When our mind is free..Is it not a happiness?... [read more]

I am dreaming of a sun....I want my holidays now!Just now!Oooh,where is a sun?Two weeks only rain,rain...every day rain.I know..i know..yes i am stronger now...but i need a sunshine!Just like flower,like a tree....like a...Never mind.Why i must wait so many days? I want feel a fresh breeze on my skin..a little sand grain in my hair....Feel this specific smell of happines...I dont want dreaming... [read more]

This night i was talking with myself...Now i know.No more tears!I deserve to be happy.I want be happy.Nothing stop me now!I want see a light in my eyes.This little spark wich i lost in the past.My eyes want smile everyday!I want smile!I will be smile.I am starting today.My happines this is me.Oooh...i fund my lost sound i my soul.Now i can say all :good morning,what a happy day:) [read more]

Maybe someday i will be ready to tell someone that i can be in...But not yet,not yet.Its really pain me inside...I just want to feel my soul again...hear my heartbeat...I wish..I hope..I want to forget...I dont want remember...Sometimes in the night,when i cant sleep,i am looking inside my heart...but i cant see,i cant feel ...Why this is not a simple?Why i cant forget all,just like that?Why?Who tell... [read more]

When u live on the dark side of the moon..what are u looking for? ...Just a light on another side..or u want fly far far away?What should u do?...I know only that u cant runaway...u must find your way..way to destiny..your destiny..So never cry..just do something to be happy in your life! [read more]

For all they ask.Yes.This is my real photo.This is real me.Im am not a model.I am so i am:) [read more]

I will explain something..Many people ask me:why are u here,on Jeeran site?....Hmm...This is my short story.Someday i have meet online someone.We have short chating..A few days later,he send me a link to a Jeeran site...I have open a link..and i have see my photo!He have open my profile!Ooooh,i was very angry!But a few hours later i sad to myself: hmm..why not?Maybe here i find a real friends.Maybe... [read more]

One day i fly away..fly away...and nothing will stop me. [read more]