Sometimes i have a gray thoughts...Like today..when i come from my work..later as always.I was driving in the dark and thinking.
When i am in work i feel like a...strong warrior...nothing is scary for me.I control a big company.All people trust me..all people count on me...So i must be strong..i must.
But when i am back ..in my home...i cant be strong...i feel like a little girl who need a help...
Girl who cant trust no one..who cant count on no one...
Today ,when i was driving,i was thinking about :"When one day i just "disappear"...can i find one person..only one person..who will drop only one tear"?
This thought have scared me like never before...When i will find no one?Its mean that my life was nothing?That i live ,but not exist?....
I need only to know...I need only to feel...I need be sure that i will find this one tear..only one...